Monday, November 07, 2011

Very alone

There are days when I feel very lonely, days like today. I realize that I have friends and I don't want to dismiss them, but my soul is lonely. And I realize that it is going to be this way for a long time because I am alone and am not exactly a catch right now. I had my love and my partner. I had my chance. Now I'm sick and alone, and I feel like I'm destined to stay this way.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Although I'm neither a cancer patient or a widow, it seems like the only way to deal with shit like this is to keep going through it. What else can you do. I'm glad you feel you have close fiends nearby to help take some sort of load off, with laughter maybe and love and support.